Today I put my mental health first. Or at least my future mental health.
I have a bad habit of pushing through stressful of at least high pressure situations by promising the Present Me that Future me will get to chill out and will get to rest after everything instead of listening to how Im feel now.
Im only just starting to feel relaxed and normal after about 6 months of stress. And you know what I owe it to myself to be kind and let myself rest. Even if I loose out on an opportunity that would have been great but would have been 3 weeks of pure stress even if its creative stress
I may be learning something after all